Complete Avoidance Mode
May 8, 2008 — patientanonymousJust tossing this up for Blog365 sake.
I have done nothing today. Well, I took my meds, have watched some anime. Erm… Otherwise, I have managed to avoid life entirely. I even wanted to avoid my computer and making this post.
Today was the kind of day where I slept late, got up and just waited for it to end so I could go back to bed again. That time is coming, I guess. Soon.
So tomorrow, I will hopefully get back into a sort of, “Getting Things Accomplished Mode.” Today is/was kind of a shite day.
I’ll get back to everyone’s comments tomorrow. Again, not avoiding you guys, just having some problems in the functionality, motivation and emotional departments at the moment.
Until the ‘morrow, then.
PA
May 8, 2008 at 10:09 pm
I’d rather go back to bed, take a full dose of the Klonopin and say to hell with the world. But, I have work to do, and it’s not easy right now with this brain of mine.
Sending you hugs and a cup of tea.
May 8, 2008 at 10:27 pm
My wife, in the last 14 years, has bought an extremely comfy air-type bed, comfy sheets, covers, done the bedroom just right so we could sleep all day. I work swing, so dark curtains too. Good, except when the depression hits, that bed calls to us like a golden ticket. We can easily sleep the day away. Depression and comfy bed, good or bad combo?
Ok, what anime did you watch. I read some manga. Just curious.
Peace,
May 9, 2008 at 2:10 pm
Hi mom, having a day like me yesterday as well? Something in the water? Air? Amazing how some of us can go through the same things at the same times!
Thank you for the hugs and tea. Same back to you and I hope you are feeling better today?
Hey misterbooks! Thanks for stopping by and welcome as you’ve never commented. Well, sleep is always good if you’ve got any kind of mental illness–good for balancing and resting and trying not to get too out of control.
And as far as “control?” How the hell do we control all the illnesses anyway? “Geez…I have sounded a bit contradictory there but still, sometimes good sleep can still ward off things.
I think that sometimes, the bed rest is purely and simply necessary–that is it. In fact, when you slip that low you actually have no choice. If the depression keeps you debilitated for a very long period and you are not under medical care, fucking get some. If you are under medical care, fucking contact your physician/s.
As far as the anime…ooohhh! Someone else out there to talk to about it? I am always up for recommendations–especially some good manga as I only have ONE. “12 Days” by June Kim. I love it. Well, people are calling it a “graphic novel” but what the hell ever. Maybe that is a better word.
Yesterday was a “Hellsing” day. Over the last while, I’ve already gone through my entire “Cowboy Bebop” series (except the movie done later after the series one completed.) I did throw in “Perfect Blue” a while ago but was knackered and fell asleep. Ditto “Blood: The Last Vamipire.” I also watched “Black Jack” recently too.
So there’s some good anime talk. I’m always interested in sussing out new and good anime/manga so feel free to toss anything my way. Probably better to email but we can do it via comments too…PA’s easy…whatever…
Again, thanks for coming by.