Yes, it’s all so screwy. And to note, after 48 hours of being post-ictal (feeling fine today–longest period 72 hours) I had another one yesterday evening! The same, although no verbal utterances. At least I could time it. About a couple of minutes.

What was I doing? Well, for the third, I was just laying in bed. The other times, just sitting and talking. Or just sitting…who knows about all of this stuff? I mean, really!

Although, I was kind of thinking the damn Acer’s screen was bloody bright! I turned it down as much as possible but it was so bright! *laughing* I keep baby MacBook’s screen way down all the time. Maybe it was a photic seizure! *rolls eyes*

Bad joke, there…rolls eyes…

Figuring out my neuro issues? Oh, my dear boy. ‘Tis to laugh. They’re idiopathic. I have now changed that to “idiot”pathic. No, it’s true. I’ve had them all my life and no one bloody knows! They’ve only gotten worse since I lost my job so I am still blaming stress.

The only “anomaly” was a Complex Partial that came out of nowhere a couple of years or so back? If you have a CPS as an adult, major stats they will stay with you for the rest of your life. I seem to be living proof of that as I have had a few more. Plus some Atonics that came out of nowhere. Another anomaly, actually.

I could also bring the theory of “Kindling” in here? *shrug*

I don’t think there really is any Psychogenic business going on as I posted way back as well and have reiterated that studies done say way up to 96% or something crazy show that people with Epilepsy have their eyes open when seizing. Psychogenic–eyes closed.

My eyes have always been open.

As far as my VEEG that is coming up? I suspect they’ll find nothing. The neuro there said he’s going to monkey with my ACs so…? Who knows, though. He may “lab rat” me some more. I don’t know.

My new (don’t let him be arsey) neuro? I don’t know about that either. Just wait for a call to make an appt. However, after Merlin #2 and I were completely WTF over my last one, I don’t think he’d send me to an idiot. I mean, why go from one arse to another, right?

It depends what you are doing while you lose vision and whether or not you lose consciousness as well, I would think.

Are they ever going to figure your neuro issues out? When will you have a new neuro?

Crossing my fingers he isn’t arsey.