Why can I not sleep? I may be cycling.
Why am I cooking dinner for breakfast while I cannot sleep? Because I need to eat.
Why is that a futile effort? Because I was hungry but I no longer am…because I am tired.
Why can I not sleep for the second time? Because if I do, I might not wake up in a few hours when I have to leave for several appts.
Why did I not go to bed sooner? Because I was in the middle of a writing frenzy and then P. called.
Why did P. call? To tell me that he was almost assaulted and robbed.
Why did I have another seizure tonight? Because my brain is stupid!
Why am I still staying up? Perhaps to stage a protest against my brain! (hehe) …and still afraid that I won’t make my first early morning appt.
Why is there so much shit is this world? No answer.
Why did a lovely man approach me about a project or something we are going to…”embark upon?” No answer to that one either other than he “found my blog.”
Maybe in helping him, who he wants to help, it will help me too…
Should I ask for any “why’s” for myself?
Silencio…
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PROOF THAT I AM INSANE!!!
In case you really need it, here it is. Have a look.
This is the form that is filled out by a doctor in the Emergency Department, when you are admitted to a Psychiatric Ward for a 72 Hour Observation Period.
I actually have one of mine from one of my hospitalizations. It was given to me after I was transferred from one "Institution" to another. The second physician was supposed to ask for it. He never did.
I completely forgot about it until I was released and came home. It was still in my jacket pocket. It has all of the nice boxes ticked off that PROVE I'M NUTS.
I'm going to frame it and put it on my wall. I just haven't gotten around to picking up the frame yet.
I get pretty preoccupied with being such TOTAL WINGNUT. That kind of makes something like a frame slip my mind. Until I pause and think that some frames actually have wingnuts.
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2. PA is also in touch quite comfortably with both her "masculine" as well as her "feminine" side.
3. The third choice of badges did not appeal to her--it was in fact rather unattractive in her opinion.
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