PA Land ain’t so much fun at the moment. PAs trying to figure out how to fix it all up. She’s been writing, trying to distract…she went out to have dinner with P. but she seized. Not a biggie. Same pattern as before. Occipital lobe, going blind.
Her emotions are all over. Is there such a term as “re-mourning?” She thought of that today. Reliving losses all over again?
Her sleep is a mess. The new med can’t knock her out properly. She’s trying not to reach for the Valium/Diazepam for a “push” to give the new med a chance (300mg Seroquel/Quetiapine XR if you didn’t know.) It’s been a week now and last night she was up for four hours–the immediate release would only take an hour or so?
Now?
She’s had some alcohol and that is not the way to try and get a new med to knock you out properly. In fact, she’s wondering if that will even help! I mean, four hours for a med that used to put you to bed just fine? *PA checks time*
She definitely needs to address this.
Laters.
No kidding. Laters, indeed.
*PA ponders last time she’s seen a sunrise*
They are beuatiful, though.
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In case you really need it, here it is. Have a look.
This is the form that is filled out by a doctor in the Emergency Department, when you are admitted to a Psychiatric Ward for a 72 Hour Observation Period.
I actually have one of mine from one of my hospitalizations. It was given to me after I was transferred from one "Institution" to another. The second physician was supposed to ask for it. He never did.
I completely forgot about it until I was released and came home. It was still in my jacket pocket. It has all of the nice boxes ticked off that PROVE I'M NUTS.
I'm going to frame it and put it on my wall. I just haven't gotten around to picking up the frame yet.
I get pretty preoccupied with being such TOTAL WINGNUT. That kind of makes something like a frame slip my mind. Until I pause and think that some frames actually have wingnuts.
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