Archive for the 'PTSD' Category
I am so lucky. I seriously am. I really think they have gone above and beyond “Customer Service,” this time.
Because I am still not working, I am on a stoopid guvmunt plan where I need to pay out of pocket for my meds. As you can imagine, this is rather painful when you are on [...]
Ugh. I’m still waiting for the Tea Faeries to alight upon my shoulders, with blessings of sweet caffeine relief, but to no avail… Yes, I was up very early this morning (after staying up a little late?) for another EEG!
Let’s just say the whole thing started off with a bang. Literally. The hospital’s revolving door’s [...]
That Post Title is actually a lie. If you’re not already familiar with PTSD, or you don’t have it, flashbacks always do “Flash Back” in one form or another. That’s just the nature of PTSD. You never know when flashbacks will hit, what they’ll be like, what to expect… But I’ll bet you my last [...]
It seems I’ve taken to lying in my bed these nights, with too many things running through my head. I can not stop them. They are like demented fish in a shallow pool, with half of their tails missing, and gills on either only their left or right sides. If I owned a gun (which [...]
This morning I found out that I was considered for an award, and received an “Honorary Mention” from Psych Central. If you haven’t heard of them, they are pretty awesome. They have been recognized and received accolades themselves. I should have blogrolled them ages ago, but PA can be a little bit [...]
I have discussed this topic with my sister who is five years my senior. In fact, we have discussed it many times. We both have a complete: “The buck stops here!” attitude about it, actually. However, there are multiple, marked and varied factors at play for both of us.
Even though we both suffered the same [...]
I feel like a filthy, disgusting rat that has been traipsing endlessly, throughout the sewers of the city all night. And speaking of filthy, disgusting and night, I awoke from the worst nightmare of my entire life! Absolutely! Without question! Bar none! I will not disclose any of the content, lest I throw the majority [...]
I seem to be in a bit of a blogging funk, which is fine. It happens. I’ve been trying to do a bit more personal writing, but I’m not so sure I’m producing much there, either! At least I’m thinking about it, though. However, I still don’t want my blog to go “stale.” Things just [...]
I read something yesterday that just about made me fall off…well, I was on the floor so it’s pretty hard to fall off the floor. However, had I been sitting on anything higher, I might just have fallen off that.
It reminded me of something that happened a few years ago, and related to that, I [...]
No, I’m serious. This is actually worthy of “Breaking News!”
My body is weird. At least from the inside. I think it’s alright from the outside? *shrug* Still, I don’t eat. This can be traced back to a variety of reasons. However, in the immediate, it has tended to work “backwards” in a certain way regarding [...]













