From Aspie Penguin…

December 24, 2009 in Asperger's, Aspie Penguin, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Health, PTSD, Patient Advocacy, Therapy

Hello, Everyone.
There are a couple of things that PA isn’t saying.  This may or may not be of much importance to you, but maybe it will be to her.  She’s still getting her bearings, starting her tea and not quite coherent (not at all!) but I fully intend to talk to her about this as [...]

What To Do When Filled With Evil

December 22, 2009 in ADD, Asperger's, Bipolar Disorder, Cranky, Cutting, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Health, Meds, PTSD, Profanity, Seizures, Therapy

I wish I knew the answer.  I wish I knew the questions! My brain has just “gone” in a way that it NEVER has before, and I don’t know WHY!
I’ve now taken a Valium/Diazepam to try and quell the torrent of tears, but I don’t even know if the Valium/Diazepam is doing shit these days.  [...]

You Almost Forget These Nights

December 20, 2009 in ADD, Asperger's, Bipolar Disorder, Cranky, Cutting, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Health, PTSD, Seizures, Spock, The Tummy Blues, Therapy

It wasn’t so much the suicidal ideation.  No, I needed to use every ounce of what little strength I had to stay away from the knives in the kitchen drawer, last night.  Oh, when did I last feel like that?
Friday, August 07, 2009.  Only then, I did do a cutting.
That’s a little over four months.  [...]

The Monsters Under My Bed

December 18, 2009 in ADD, Asperger's, Bipolar Disorder, Cutting, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Head Injury, Health, Meds, Migraines, PTSD, Seizures, The Tummy Blues, Therapy

I never had that fear as a child.  I believe it’s because all of the Monsters were in my head.  Yes.  They still are and they’re back.
I can’t sleep.  This will be published later, but it has now been over two hours since I have taken my Seroquel/Quetiapine.  I should be passed out by now.  [...]

Studies in Selflessness

December 16, 2009 in Facts About Patient Anonymous, Health, PTSD, Patient Advocacy, Therapy, You Decide

I’ve always been a very “Selfless” person.  Or at least I’ve perceived myself to be so.
You could say I’ve always been “Altruistic,” but that makes me feel like I’m some sort of Martyr.  Yes, I do wish the absolute best when giving the utmost of myself to other people, but that word…  It may only [...]

All For Nought?

December 11, 2009 in ADD, Asperger's, Bipolar Disorder, Cranky, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Health, PTSD, Patient Advocacy, Seizures, Therapy

I didn’t write anything “today,” as I’ve still been ruminating about my appt. with Merlin #2 “yesterday.”  I know, it sounds like I’m in some kind of time warp, with the “today” and “yesterday” references.  However, the clock has now turned, so it is “tomorrow,” but really, it is my rumination that has made me [...]

A Most Appropriate MP3?

December 9, 2009 in ADD, Asperger's, Bipolar Disorder, Blogging, Cranky, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Fiction is Stranger Than Life, Health, Life is Stranger Than Fiction, MP3 of the Moment, Medicine, Meds, PTSD, Seizures, Therapy, You Decide

In light of my appt. with Merlin #2 this afternoon, I really can not think of a better song to stream for MP3 of the Moment.
“She’s Lost Control” by Joy Division

How Can So Much Confusion Happen in 24 Hours?

December 8, 2009 in ADD, Asperger's, Bipolar Disorder, Cranky, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Health, PTSD, Patient Advocacy, Seizures, Therapy

Should I do this chronologically? I’m so confused!!!
Well, let’s just start off with the fact that I’m sick.  It’s just some stupid, viral infection or something.  But let me tell you, it’s giving me a real ass kickin’! Whoo, boy! I woke up this morning and I was so out of it, I didn’t even [...]

Trying to Douse my Burning Hair Right Now!

December 2, 2009 in ADD, Asperger's, Bipolar Disorder, Cranky, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Head Injury, Health, Humour, Life is Stranger Than Fiction, Medicine, Meds, Migraines, PTSD, Patient Advocacy, Seizures, Therapy, You Decide

With my life, there is never a dull moment.  However, sometimes these moments turn out to be completely, absolutely, over the top, panic-stricken-ones!!! Apart from my hair being on fire right now, I also can’t tell if my heart is about to explode, or it’s already stopped altogether.
I was busy just a little while ago [...]

The Wild Animal Rescue and Sanctuary Pages are Done! Who Likes Animals?

November 30, 2009 in Blogging, Health, Patient Advocacy, Therapy

Yes, this has taken me so, very long to do, and some of you have been waiting so, very long, as well! Or, maybe you’ve given up on me altogether! Well, no matter! I’ve finally done it, anyway!
It’s taken me all day, and into the night to do it, but it is absolute “Blog Relief!”
If [...]