Archive for April 23rd, 2007


I think I need to go to the Hospital. I’m getting too selfdestrutrictive.–ok–fuck it i can’t spell The pain is too much. I can only hope that they will take me even though I have not overdosed or have not done a bad cutting. I haven’t even done anything, just drinking and just get get more stressed. I am still reluctant and am still thinking of staying up all night and hoping that things will get better. They won’t though. I messed up tonight. I’m still terribly still screwed up.

Fuck. Do no read my blog.