Oh dear. It’s happened again. I just returned from my “prospective” new psychiatrist, D.’s “crazy uncle” (that’s a joke if you haven’t been following along–they have the same last name but aren’t related) and Oh.My.Fucking.God. I don’t know where to begin but it’s happened again.

PA, “the naughty little school girl” who got a spanking from him last time for being late (oooh, that would be some unethical therapy) arrived on time–early in fact so we sat down for about a half hour. He took an even briefer history than the second man in the link above. He told me that he would not be right for me as he is semi-retired and takes a lot of vacation. Well, isn’t that nice for him! He also said that due to so many hospitalizations I was more suited to “emergency care.” I have no idea what this means. At least he didn’t pull the same comment out of his ass last time about me needing to be hospitalized again within a few months’ time.

I explained to him again that, no, I needed ongoing outpatient care. He said that where I had been hospitalized they should be providing that for me. Okay, now we’re almost reaching the argument stage as I told him that they were not willing to provide me that. And even if they would, I’ve been hospitalized over the course of eight years! I suppose I could go back and try but we’ve already attempted at two! There’s only one left and the psychiatrists there were horrendous!

We reviewed my history as stated above and he actually seemed more interested in my seizures. Why I have no idea as this man is a psychiatrist, not a neurologist. We then moved on to my meds. I didn’t have my med chart with me that states every bloody drug that I’ve been on, for how long, the side effects they’ve given me (yes, PA is anal or thorough, take your pick as she made it herself.)  I told him that I’d been on every Antidepressant of every class except the Tricyclics and she can not take Antidepressants or she’ll go completely nuts (well, not in those words–they just make her cycle like mad.) He asked about my family but just if they were alive and how old they were–nothing other than that. Well, why the hell ask about them then?! Family health history is always relevant!

I asked about the ADD and his thoughts about stimulants (yes, PA is persistent in her quest for something to help her focus dammit!) This is pretty much where the conversation ended. And this is the kicker. A bullet right between the eyes, I tell you.

He told me that he was not very familiar with the meds I’m on. Excuse me? You are a psychiatrist aren’t you? In fact, he did have to ask me what Cobazam/Frisium was. It’s in the benzodiezapine class but is not used for sleep/anxiety, strictly as a seizure adjunct. But still! He mentioned meds, plural! He told me that I was, yes, basically too complicated a case and I should be seeing someone with a better a psychopharmacological knowledge base.

*PA hangs head in utter disconsolateness*

IT IS NOT THAT COMPLICATED TO MANAGE MY MEDS!

I apologize for screaming but it’s really not! I could probably do it myself but I’m not allowed to!

He gave me a couple of names of people he suggested I call. Now if all of the above wasn’t extremely ridiculous enough, he took them out of the telephone directory! I have conducted a search of them on our website within the province that shows both active and inactive physicians of all types and I can’t find either one. What on earth?

I called my GP. She is busy and I was told to call back a bit later this afternoon. It looks like I am to go back to cold calling doctors again myself?

Are there any psychiatrists/psychopharmacologists out there reading my blog that would be willing to manage me with online consults? I’ve listed my meds, my conditions but I’ll happily go over everything again. I’ll tell you anything you want to know.

This is getting quite unbelievable. I think I need some tea.


  1. awww… I wish you all the luck with finding a psychiatrist!! I know how hard they can be to find and your case is more complicated than mine and I had trouble locating someone!!

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  2. Thanks, drytears. Yes, it’s becoming a real challenge but see my latest post. I’m not about to start jumping for joy yet but at least it’s another opportunity. He didn’t balk at any of my “comorbidities” and didn’t even flinch when I mentioned stimulants for the ADD! Woo hoo! Bring on the stims! Let’s get PA revved up! Just kidding…they shouldn’t have that effect if you have ADD. They should in fact level me out but in the beginning they might crank me up a few decibels which might be fun hehe.

    Granted he also hasn’t seen my lovely cocktail yet either…but that might be able to be tweaked a bit. The Seroquel might be able to go or the Imovane…I might really not need to be that doped up to sleep anymore.

    Anyway, hopefully all open for discussion as that’s what PA prefers…wide open discussion about her head. Not unilateral decisions about chemical concoctions when she knows how they have the potential to affect her.

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  3. Nicole

    I honestly question whether that man should be treating ANYONE. It is understandable that most people high up in medical ranks are able to vacation, and do all that stuff… but good lord! Semi-retired AND vacations alot?
    As a psychiatrist, I believe that he should run a practice that he is able to meet with patients when THEY need. I find it hard to believe that he is able to really run a practice on that kind of schedule.
    I honestly think that he should have told you he didn’t think he could do anything for you before you even went in for your first appt.
    Maybe he should be seeing a psychiatrist?

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  4. Hi Nicole, yes, I know…the entire experience was truly bizarre. I think one of the things that really bothers me is the fact that perhaps he should have told me all of this over the phone when I initially called him while I was still an inpatient in hospital! I mean, if it was all going to be such an issue and so complicated then why bother to see me in the first place!

    I suppose there is the Almighty Dollar to consider? If he sees me for a consult, he can bill for the appointment?

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