PA Land ain’t so much fun at the moment.  PAs trying to figure out how to fix it all up.  She’s been writing, trying to distract…she went out to have dinner with P. but she seized.  Not a biggie.  Same pattern as before.  Occipital lobe, going blind.

Her emotions are all over.  Is there such a term as “re-mourning?” She thought of that today.  Reliving losses all over again?

Her sleep is a mess.  The new med can’t knock her out properly.  She’s trying not to reach for the Valium/Diazepam for a “push” to give the new med a chance (300mg Seroquel/Quetiapine XR if you didn’t know.)  It’s been a week now and last night she was up for four hours–the immediate release would only take an hour or so?

Now?

She’s had some alcohol and that is not the way to try and get a new med to knock you out properly.  In fact, she’s wondering if that will even help! I mean, four hours for a med that used to put you to bed just fine? *PA checks time*

She definitely needs to address this.

Laters.

No kidding.  Laters, indeed.

*PA ponders last time she’s seen a sunrise*

They are beuatiful, though.

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