A “Timely” MP3
I just put up a new song on MP3 of the Moment. I was staring at things yesterday and had no clue. Then, I got interrupted by all sorts of annoying things like emotions. Mostly overwhelming panic and fear. Then a lot of guilt and confusion. I also got a visit from my Case Worker. She’s good to have but always calls and says, “Can I come by? I’ll be there in about…” She actually calls on the way over. Not much time to get prepared. But I’m not so much prepared for anything at all right now, so I suppose it didn’t matter.
Anyway, I hadn’t listened to this one in ages. You know those types. They just sit in your iTunes (or other) library forever collecting dust. So, I did. It was sent to me. Hmmm…just when was that? Whoa. Exactly a year ago. Exactly! To the date!
I’m sentimental. I will admit it. Or maybe “semi-sentimental?” I’ll hang on to things forever if they have certain meanings regarding certain people. Or, there may be a shelf life. Or, if enough time passes, and I really don’t give a shit about the person anymore, I’ll just chuck everything out altogether–especially if bad memories are attached. I mean, why keep them then? Actually, I’ve got some “chucking” to do now, as a matter of fact.
Memories are funny things. However, when they keep coming back? Over and over? Trying to keep them at bay? Hard. *sighs*
“Ring, Ring, Ring” by Aaron Soul