Yeah I’m Posting. And Lying.
I said I’d come back and respond to everyone. And more. I promised. With my next post?
Maybe I’m not lying because I’m still…okay, just crazy, nuts sick. But here I am, without doing any of the things I said I would do before. Why.
I got rather a shock today that is fucking up my already fucked up head. I don’t know how it might involve blogging and online communication. But due to the shock and my rather fucked up head, it might definitely affect it and…erm…me?
Out of the blue, I got an email from non-bio dad wanting to “re-connect.” I can’t remember, but I think it’s been four years since we last communicated. Of course the email was full of so much drama. Well, I was so stunned when I saw the damn thing it took a while to see his pattern of…oh, yeah.
Like I need this now. Like I need this ever!
I’m just writing this now because a) I don’t know if I’ll be more screwy because of it and b) there are only a few people who can understand the unbelievable gravity of this. I don’t know if I can talk to any of them about it, so no choice. Put it on my blog.