I said I’d come back and respond to everyone.  And more.  I promised.  With my next post?

Maybe I’m not lying because I’m still…okay, just crazy, nuts sick.  But here I am, without doing any of the things I said I would do before.  Why.

I got rather a shock today that is fucking up my already fucked up head.  I don’t know how it might involve blogging and online communication.  But due to the shock and my rather fucked up head, it might definitely affect it and…erm…me?

Out of the blue, I got an email from non-bio dad wanting to “re-connect.”  I can’t remember, but I think it’s been four years since we last communicated.  Of course the email was full of so much drama.  Well, I was so stunned when I saw the damn thing it took a while to see his pattern of…oh, yeah.

Jesus Christ.

Like I need this now.  Like I need this ever!

I’m just writing this now because a) I don’t know if I’ll be more screwy because of it and b) there are only a few people who can understand the unbelievable gravity of this.  I don’t know if I can talk to any of them about it, so no choice.  Put it on my blog.


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