Due to what happened written on February 11, 2013 I now have this.  Up there.  In the subject line.

It is making everything to due with my epilepsy worse.  As a matter of fact, it may be making some of my comorbidities worse too.  ADD, Asperger’s.  Maybe even my PTSD but…? Oh, fuck.  Just add it.  My emotions are screwed, so why not???

So’s my stomach.  So’s everything.  Migraines? Fine.  That too.

I cannot believe the state I am in.  However, there are brief occasions where I do laugh.  That is because some things I do are beyond comprehension.  Actually meaning, beyond comprehension of things I have already done and do, being as insane as I am, despite this little problem.

I don’t know when I’ll be back.  In any form.  Anywhere.

I don’t know anything right now.

Except it’s time to take some Advil and Gravol.


  1. Debbie Ellis

    I really hope you feel better PA. I will keep you in my prayers and I pray that sickness and pain be far from your body. Miss you PA thanks for the help and I decided to help me and my sister both and tell our mom and she yelled for a little bit then hugged us and cried I felt bad but I had to my sister was acting like it was a form of a game in my opinion but mom made us promise we would talk to her or dad before doing it anymore or she would send us to the “mental hospital” as she put it she kinda made me feel worthless whenI told her becauseim the foster child and she said my sister never thought of it untilI got here but later my sister told her it has beenbothering her way beforeI walked through the doors and im really glad I met you me and Daniel will have our 3 month anniversery the 27th of this month and im almost done with my CNA classes so I will be a Certified Nurses Aide I cant wait :D Thanks a bunch ~ until next time keep smiling and stay golden :) Debra Ellis :)



  2. Hi Debbie Ellis.

    Sorry for the delay. I’ve been posting here but not replying too much. That makes me feel bad.

    But it was sweet of you to swing by this long ago!

    Thanks and take care. Keep me posted on how things are going if you’d like.



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