Archive for the ‘Aspie Penguin’ Category
It has indeed been a very long time since I have written anything on wee PAs Blog. That is mostly in part, because it is my full time duty to take care of her. And indeed again, she has not been very well, for a very long time. In fact, after a rather long hiatus, she is now only beginning to write on her Blog again.
Earlier today, she decided it would be a good idea to try after so long, to clean up her Blog. This, once again after several failed attempts. She feels it is a:
“Goddamn piece of shit and a total mess. A total disaster and so fucked up that it’s a surprise that anyone is reading it at all because it’s totally gone to hell just like her.”
“She can’t believe she’s been writing all of these Posts on it that just look like crusty sheep barf on a barbed wire fence. Actually, she’s the one that should be covered her own barf every day, barf from everyone on the street, barf from everyone on Television and never, ever, ever be allowed to shower again. If it rains, she should be bound in chains inside her apartment and have more barf poured over her in extra buckets because the rain will make her long desperately with every pathetic piece of tissue in her body for a shower.”
“FUCK MY BLOG AND FUCK ME TOO!!!”
Oh, dear. I think you can see that I have more on my flippers than I can handle right now?
I believe it best to remove wee PA from all forms of Technology now. However, I might have to wrestle with her to stop clenched fists reaching for a mobile phone. Seizing her Mac is easy enough. I will simply use my “Flipper-Slip” and slide it into the its case when she wanders away to do something else.
Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day to work on her Blog. She might be more up to task. Right now, I bet my stakes high it is certainly not a good time!
Oh. Well, look what we have here? I am heaving a hugh sigh of relief! We are are currently experiencing a thunder storm with lightening. Wee PA positively loves them. This might make my job a lot easier.
I said on Twitter yesterday, without any Internet at home, Blogging from my phone was just too tedious.
Well, maybe not. If I feel some Primordial Urge to write a Post, if I only have my phone, it will be used.
My Title. I think I write about it twice every year when it happens. People who are on the Spectrum–kids too! Go insane by changing a stupid clock an hour forward or backward.
No doubt everyone is blogging about their woes (REALLY FUCKING BAD WOES!) on this Day of Destruction.
I’m soooooooo messed up right now. It hits me hard along with so many others. So when I’m feeling better. Write then? *gurgles*
I think you should all be aware that PA is suffering a fair amount of anxiety at the moment. That anxiety would be due to her approaching treatment for Addiction. Also, it would be appropriate for you to know that she has also started smoking again. She had quit before.
This presents quite another problem. You should never try to quit multiple Addictive Substances at the same time. I am doing my best to try and keep her smoking under control.
As far as her alcohol consumption? Oh, dear. It is like she has reverted back her days in University! Attending many parties before she must, as she sees it, a rather large Guillotine.
I am not doing a very good job in trying to convince her that she should stop doing all of these things. I really am trying, flapping my flippers all around as much as I can. She might be alright for a couple of days or so. I almost feel guilty in my duties. Am I not flapping enough to get her attention as I should do? Are my flippers not strong enough.
I will keep trying. I will never abandon her. It is my purpose, my one and only duty to help and take care of my PA.
Yes, I know. I keep making posts before I get back to commenting. I wanted to do get on that but, I have a very busy day today. With all I have to do, my head is twisted around like 300 pretzels, altogether into one.
Good news? I am finally getting my hair cut!
Bad news. I’ve lost my stylist! Having a fantastic stylist is like losing a fantastic therapist!
Good news? The guy who set up shop with my long gone stylist *tries not to cry* is still in business.
Bad news. Let’s hope he or whoever I get can understand the notion of what “Bishounen” is.
Good news? I have Bishounen pics on baby MacBook.
Bad news. Well, hopefully not bad news. Don’t let me forget to bring baby MacBook with me.
Good news? Well, hopefully good news? I’m taking transit by myself and not relying on accessible.
Bad news. No injuries, please.
Good news? Well, weird news. I’m actually buying Christmas pressies for people this year!
Bad news. I’m shredding my bank account to bits.
Nothing but bad news. I still need to fix up baby MacBook with shredded dollars. I’m such an Aspie Spaz, I have NO sense of direction. That means I’m going to have to look up the transit schedule and stare at it for about an hour to make sure I can get things timed right. Hopefully?
Ugh. I’m trying to work on Twitter Follows (sort of fast?) However, poor Aspie Penguin! He’s got loads we need to work on! *keeps drinking tea and stares at clock*
POSTSCRIPT: OMG. I just “lost” my tea and had to go on a big ADD Hunt. At least it wasn’t in the fridge where the milk goes. Nah, that would be too easy. However, not as hard as putting it in the closet with my bras and underwear.
Oh, my! I’ve got quite a mess on my flippers right now. First, there was the migraine on Tuesday, October 02, 2012. That caused wee PA to cancel her therapy appointment. Then, during her sleep on Thursday, October 04, 2012, she had a tonic-clonic seizure. I am fairly sure we have now entered the next Typical Absence Status Epilepticus phase. Not to mention, I feel with rather a big bang.
Right now, she is sitting at her table in the kitchen, staring at a heap of rubble she needs, and wants to do. At least I managed to get her out of bed, where she was hiding, and actually into the kitchen. One thing she wants to do is get to the comments on her blog. She thinks they are excellent!
I am making more tea, but we have another problem. It is a very serious problem. Wee PA has only a few Gravol pills left!
We are only just starting tea. She tried to sleep as late as possible, so we are really, and very slowly, starting our day now.
Sometimes she will improve as time moves on throughout the day. We might be able to see if there is some Gravol at the corner store.
I just looked over to where she is. Sorry everyone but I have to go now! Wee PA is just staring at her computer and stimming like crazy by rocking back and forth very fast. Obviously, she is getting overloaded physically, psychologically and emotionally. I may give her a Valium if she cannot stop or things get worse.
The last post I wrote was totally stupid! And so am I for publishing it! I deleted it.
Stupid, both in the way I wrote it, and repeating again: I might not be here for a while, or who knows?
Not to mention, WTF about the South London folks? Not a slight, my dear UK readers. NEVER! I love you all. I love everyone who comes here!
Just more proof that my brain isn’t working (so well?)
If I’m not here, then I’m not here.
It’s as simple as that.