Archive for the ‘MP3 of the Moment’ Category

I had a chance to talk to Server Boy and we managed to sort out the problem.  At lest well enough, as things are now running.  One outstanding issue, but I’ll see what he says.  Still, it’s not impacting function as it was before.

So, if it’s working for me, it should be for you.  The ftp LIED!!!

“Fallen Angel” by Alphaville

Yes, this is a really dumb choice while you guys are “waiting.”

“In The Waiting Line” by Zero 7

Also, it may be broken as I can’t play it.  But the link seems in tact.

“Judas” by Depeche Mode

If there ever was a time to stream it would be now. However, that would mean turning on baby MacBook. That would require energy. ftp and all of that.

This post and my last have been from my phone. So maybe my own MP3 of the Moments in beddy?

But more to come. Definitely.

Oh god! I’m so worked up I think I need a Valium! *shakes head*

Yeah.  I’m pissed off right now.  The reason doesn’t matter so much.  There are an infinite number of reasons why people can get pissed off.  But, yeah.  I’m pissed off.

“Hair Of The Dog” by Bauhaus

POSTSCRIPT: Now I’m pissed at WordPress as it won’t let me set up MP3 of the Moment properly (sorry about that but the song streams.)  Now I’m getting pissed at a part of my sick body.

Now…(much later now) I’m not exactly pissed.  Just in another mindset. *sighs*  At least all of this shit is done.  It’s taken me what? Two hours to stream a fucking MP3??? Fer Chrissake!

“In For Kill (Skream’s Let’s Get Ravey Remix)” by La Roux


That seems to be where I’m living a lot.  Until it ends and I find myself back somewhere.  Only to discover it is yet another pause in time.

I’ve been listening to my latest acquisition from my beloved Tallis Scholars tonight.  Right now must must be an acceptable pause in time for music.  It’s only been the third time since losing my Clobazam.  Music has hurt too much during other pauses.

I think this has replaced my second favourite album, by these voices who have power over me that I cannot explain.  So, at this pause in time, what shall I give you?

Allegri? Mundy? Palestrina?

Allegri.  Definitely.

The piece is rather long, but I find so beautifully haunting.  Beautifully Haunting.  That is a pause in time where I’d like to stay for a while.  So, I will listen to this until I can’t hear it anymore.

“Miserere” by Allegri.

I find it’s very interesting that I can type a lot faster when in this state.  Sure, there may be a few typos, but my fingers move like the demons in my head, across the keyboard, nonetheless.


This post is about something.  Not just your typing.

Tomorrow is going to be rough.  Two doctors, getting past the agora…wait, you don’t know that one from “The List.”

I couldn’t sleep last night due to this, and I don’t know if I will be able to tonight.

My Clobazam/Frisium.  Can my Neuro get it since Big Pharma is withholding it from all the pharmacies? If he can’t, is it available through hospitals? I’ll go inpatient tomorrow! But I have to see my GP, too.

Because I have to see if I have I have Osteoporosis.  Or anything resembling it? And talk about a lot more of “stuff.”

So, a lot of co-ordination and calls and appts. and not knowing where I’m going and…yeah.  And call my pharmacy to see if Big Pharma is doing this with any other drugs? Is it just my Clobazam/Frisium (that would be their manufacturer Novopharm, the goddamn, fucking bastards!)

So here I sit.  I haven’t even taken my meds (well, a Valium), but it took me hours to get a very restless sleep last night.  Right now, I feel like I’ll be up forever.

So, here I sit on my “quiet floor,” where I think I may be the loudest person–blasting Depeche Mode.  I think I’ll turn it up now.

Here’s a tune for you.  If you know me, it’s me.  If you don’t feel the same way, it’s still me.

“Sometimes” by Depeche Mode

It’s been about three weeks since I moved.  I guess I took a “Self-enforced Blogging Break,” without announcing it to you, or even to me.  I didn’t expect this.  It just “happened.”  As time went by.  I’ve even made a list of reasons (so far), why I couldn’t face my blog or even Twitter.  And beyond that? Whoa.  Just looking at this now is making my heart race so fast.  I’m freaking out.  Totally.

But I’m here now? For now? Maybe post that list sometime later? Maybe look at my Twitter Follows that I see are all sitting in my Inbox? Stream a song on MP3 of the Moment? Yeah, I think I can do that last one.

“De Profundis (Out of the Depths of Sorrow)” by Dead Can Dance

Take care,

Holy Mother of…well, any screwed up mother, of any screwed up person on the planet! This is insane.  I can only take one more day of it.  Immediately after I wrote my post last night, I said to myself, ‘PA, tomorrow you are starting to look for a new flat!’ And mark my words, if this isn’t sorted by today, I WILL be doing that tomorrow!

I’d get into the “glorious saga,” of all that is happening, but it’s still happening! Suffice it to say, it’s all come down to: “The Almighty Dollar.”

Now, I can appreciate their situation.  Even though they’re as thick as 800 cinder blocks, stacked together with: “The Almighty Adhesive,” Duct Tape (YAY DUCT TAPE!)

Perhaps someone, at some time, said they “could,” cover the rent, but unfortunately, not.  Then, the landlords had been left high and dry, on the hook for it.  That must be truly devastating when you are renting so many other units in your building.  Yet, you managed to get me right into one of them in 30 days.  I can empathize so strongly with your hardships, and pain.  For I am living in poverty, as well–just like you.

My joke is, if you want guaranteed money for rent, the best “income,” in the world, is support from the stoopid guvmunt.  They’ll never fire you.  They’ll never make you redundant because they’re “downsizing.”  If they were to do so, their own employees would have to deal with that!

So, since you won’t take my money, I am so willing to offer, this is for you.  Bloody, stupid twonks.

“Head Like A Hole” by Nine Inch Nails